Post by .: T O K I :. on Apr 20, 2010 23:03:45 GMT -5
Of why Toki felt like shit Tuesday.
So, I had cramps today. It really wasn't that bad until 6th period, but we'll get there. So, I was okay. In 4th period my cramp started getting worse. This is kind of when everything started, around... 12. So, 4th period, Biology, comes and goes until lunch. By the way, we had a lab. Fuck labs. I don't like moving on these days.
Girls will get this. I envy you boys. >>
So. Anyway, lunch comes and goes. Here's where my story really begins. I had one small lunchable pizza, a small bag of yogurt covered chocolate, and a small carton of chocolate milk. For those who have had lunchables before, know that they're pizzas aren't that big. Maybe as big as a coaster (the thing you put cups on so wood doesn't get wet).
So I decided I couldn't really take the pain. I called my mom's cell. It was off. I called home. No one answered. I texted my dad (because I didn't want to call him during an important meeting). No reply. I texted my older brother. No reply.
So here I am. Sitting. At lunch. No appetite. My main friend is gone so I'm ignored (literally, everyone's turned away from me talking about something else. However, I would generally be in the conversation, but understand, I felt like shit. I didn't even want to talk).
Since my friend was out, I had been texting her. Bold is moi talking.
So this is when I call my older brother, who had texted me back. We talked for a few minutes. I asked him how far away he was and how long it would take. He said 30 minutes. For a few seconds he was going to come pick me up, but I said no. I'm just weird like that. I don't want him coming to pick me up in the middle of a class. For me, it's either you take it all or none at all.
So now. That was the biggest fucking mistake of my life. Anyway, bell rings. Off to art. My god. I did nothing all period. I drew a pretty fox of my new character. Fox. Yup. So at the end, I just felt so bad. My legs were shaking (no fucking joke, literally shaking uncontrollably), I was in between sweating and shivers, I had a fever, felt sick and about to puke.
So I go up to my teacher before the end of class and I asked her if I could call my mom to take me home cause I felt sick. I really sounded sick now too. I swear I was about to like, break down crying just by talking. I swear, my voice was about to crack, and it was during the phone call (next few lines). DX So I go outside and I told my mom to take me home.
"Mom, can you take me home. I feel really bad."
"Sure, insert-real-name-here?"
"Yea and can you hurry up."
"Bye."
So she hung up. Right now, I'm like, thank god she tried to hurry (in reality, it took her the same amount of time as it does to get to school, 10 minutes). But at the time, for just a FEW seconds, I thought, "WHY THE FUCK DID SHE NOT SAY GOODBYE? EVEN IN MY DELUSIONAL CRACK POT STATE I MANAGED TO SAY BYE."
So anyway. I asked my teacher if I could stay a few minutes in the next class because I didn't want to go to my next class and have to walk back since my class is on the other side of the building. So anyway, I stayed about 5 minutes into the next class.
Then, deciding my mom was here, I went to the office. I was like, hunched all the way over there and my legs felt like they were about to give out. So, my mom comes up and is like, "There you are! Blahblahblah..." And other stuff.
Turns out, they had sent a person with a note to excuse me from my class, which I wasn't there. So, they thought I was at the nurses office. Anyway, this is where I caught my mom. So, she took me home.
And you know what happened?
Small lunch. Down the toilet. Goodbai lunch.
So, I napped for about an hour or two. My older brother actually stopped by, which he normally doesn't do. I assume he wanted to make sure I was okay. <3
So yup. That's my story. That's why Toki felt bad. No one knows. Or... knew. No one knew because Toki doesn't tell people things. Speaking of which, the only people who seem to know things are when I get super pissed or in pain. Only the people on at the time here it. I've never posted my story before. :\ I have a feeling I'm about to get some awkward comments...
Anywho. I don't know if I'm going to school tomorrow (Wednesday). Who knows. Fever is on and off.... (checks) Fuck. My forehead's burning. Sleep time. Well, bed time. I cross my fingers and hope I don't have a lot to make up (although I already know I'll have notes and a small vocab. quiz to make up).
So, I had cramps today. It really wasn't that bad until 6th period, but we'll get there. So, I was okay. In 4th period my cramp started getting worse. This is kind of when everything started, around... 12. So, 4th period, Biology, comes and goes until lunch. By the way, we had a lab. Fuck labs. I don't like moving on these days.
Girls will get this. I envy you boys. >>
So. Anyway, lunch comes and goes. Here's where my story really begins. I had one small lunchable pizza, a small bag of yogurt covered chocolate, and a small carton of chocolate milk. For those who have had lunchables before, know that they're pizzas aren't that big. Maybe as big as a coaster (the thing you put cups on so wood doesn't get wet).
So I decided I couldn't really take the pain. I called my mom's cell. It was off. I called home. No one answered. I texted my dad (because I didn't want to call him during an important meeting). No reply. I texted my older brother. No reply.
So here I am. Sitting. At lunch. No appetite. My main friend is gone so I'm ignored (literally, everyone's turned away from me talking about something else. However, I would generally be in the conversation, but understand, I felt like shit. I didn't even want to talk).
Since my friend was out, I had been texting her. Bold is moi talking.
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. (long black space) Fuck you. D<
D< Where are you? I'm lonleh and my stomach hurts.
Sorry, I had a migraine and went home.
Dx Understandable. I'm calling my mom to take me home, that time.
Understandable? Really? Sorry ur feeling bad too.
Dx My stomach is caving in and I dun wanna move. My moim's not answering her fucking phone either.
Maybe she doesnt want u to come home. Moms are psychic
Fuck her. It's just off, went straight to voice mail.
Lol, i'm sorry!!!
Dx Ish not funneh. My stomach hurrrrttttsss. I don't want to eat or move or go to class.
Im not laughing at you! Im laughing at ur reaction to ur mom. And thats kinda how my head feels. Its so much pressure i think its gonna implode
Dx I'd much rather have a migraine than this.
Yeah, i doubt that. They make ur stomach hurt too. Sometimes u vomit.
O.o Migraines? I just want a fucking pill like Iveprofin or some shit.
Yeah, migraines make u hurt all over and make u nauseous. Maybe sarah has some pills.
Doubtful
She actually said she was thinking about it. P:
She was thinking about what?
Bringing Ibeprofine DX
Awww! Well she usually has sometype of drug so i thought it was worth a try Xd
(Joke is Sarah is like the "badass" girl in our group. We pretend she takes drugs and shit.)
P: Brother's not answering either. I don't want to call my dad just to take me home.
Ive had to sink to calling the father
Not just cause it's my dad. More along the awkward thing I was talking about Friday. I don't want to make him mad to take me home which would take like 30 min. of his time.
(Tav, remember the night I was printing my paper? The awkward moment happened that night. o.o; My dad doesn't even remember it.)
Oh, i seee. Well i guess that makes so much more sense
I called my whole family. Mom. Dad. Older brother. NO ONE IS FUCKING ANSWERING AND I'M ABOUT TO DIE. WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF HAVING A FUCKING GODDAMN PHONE IF NO ONE ANSWERS IT? I THINK I CAN SAY THIS IS AN EMERGENCY. WTF IF I WAS DYING? DX
Try calling again and leave a message
For my dad? Hell no. My brother is doing who knows what and my mom is probably jogging in a futile attempt to lose her fat. T.T
Just try calling someone again
So this is when I call my older brother, who had texted me back. We talked for a few minutes. I asked him how far away he was and how long it would take. He said 30 minutes. For a few seconds he was going to come pick me up, but I said no. I'm just weird like that. I don't want him coming to pick me up in the middle of a class. For me, it's either you take it all or none at all.
My brother picked up, but he's 30 min. away. :\ I'll just survive the last 3 periods...
Well, at least someone answered
But not taking me home.
Think positively woman!!
Dx Hard. Art now. See ya.
Bye
So now. That was the biggest fucking mistake of my life. Anyway, bell rings. Off to art. My god. I did nothing all period. I drew a pretty fox of my new character. Fox. Yup. So at the end, I just felt so bad. My legs were shaking (no fucking joke, literally shaking uncontrollably), I was in between sweating and shivers, I had a fever, felt sick and about to puke.
So I go up to my teacher before the end of class and I asked her if I could call my mom to take me home cause I felt sick. I really sounded sick now too. I swear I was about to like, break down crying just by talking. I swear, my voice was about to crack, and it was during the phone call (next few lines). DX So I go outside and I told my mom to take me home.
"Mom, can you take me home. I feel really bad."
"Sure, insert-real-name-here?"
"Yea and can you hurry up."
"Bye."
So she hung up. Right now, I'm like, thank god she tried to hurry (in reality, it took her the same amount of time as it does to get to school, 10 minutes). But at the time, for just a FEW seconds, I thought, "WHY THE FUCK DID SHE NOT SAY GOODBYE? EVEN IN MY DELUSIONAL CRACK POT STATE I MANAGED TO SAY BYE."
So anyway. I asked my teacher if I could stay a few minutes in the next class because I didn't want to go to my next class and have to walk back since my class is on the other side of the building. So anyway, I stayed about 5 minutes into the next class.
Then, deciding my mom was here, I went to the office. I was like, hunched all the way over there and my legs felt like they were about to give out. So, my mom comes up and is like, "There you are! Blahblahblah..." And other stuff.
Turns out, they had sent a person with a note to excuse me from my class, which I wasn't there. So, they thought I was at the nurses office. Anyway, this is where I caught my mom. So, she took me home.
And you know what happened?
Small lunch. Down the toilet. Goodbai lunch.
So, I napped for about an hour or two. My older brother actually stopped by, which he normally doesn't do. I assume he wanted to make sure I was okay. <3
So yup. That's my story. That's why Toki felt bad. No one knows. Or... knew. No one knew because Toki doesn't tell people things. Speaking of which, the only people who seem to know things are when I get super pissed or in pain. Only the people on at the time here it. I've never posted my story before. :\ I have a feeling I'm about to get some awkward comments...
Anywho. I don't know if I'm going to school tomorrow (Wednesday). Who knows. Fever is on and off.... (checks) Fuck. My forehead's burning. Sleep time. Well, bed time. I cross my fingers and hope I don't have a lot to make up (although I already know I'll have notes and a small vocab. quiz to make up).